Tired.

I'm tired... really tired... of everything...

I think I need a break from church... like a really REALLY long break...

firstly, to settle some of my own stuffs...

and to actually FIND some time in my entire week to rest...


I have NO life. NO life at all.

Monday - Friday = WORK
Sat = Church
Sunday = Church + WORK

wth??

I find even looking at my schedule disgusting nowadays...

Somebody save me.

Stress is an understatement.
Students complain about stress, yup. Its definately a form of stress, no less then work.
But I realize that working stress affects you in a different way.

Students have something to look forwards to (I.e. Long breaks, weekends etc.)

Working adults have NOTHING. absolutely nothing.
Apart from the meagre 9 days of holidays allocated randomly throughout the year, it is just a bleak horizon of WORK, WORK and MORE WORK.

Even doing fun stuff loses its color after awhile. Everything fades from neon to dull, to sepia then greyscale... then everything is in tattered black and white.

You give a twitch of your eyebrow when you get free concert tickets and you yawn when you meet superstars.


Maybe I can treat my daily gym sessions as a form of anticipation...

Recently, I've been building on mass like nobody's business... and.. hmm.. been seeing alot of positive results...

who knows, I might defy physiological design and become a mesomorphic!

hmm..

The gym sessions really pay off, the amount of strength I have gained is exponential.

I can actually rip a pair of jeans apart with my bare hands now.


yaay. Maybe I can reach my ideal body before I enter army.

haha

=)